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January 28, 2009

oh, here we go again


so i'm annie and i've tried this new age blogging thing way too many times.

i still have no idea who i am (considering that i am only sixteen)
but i am sure about these few things:




- i plan to live in solitude when i grow up, maybe with a partner. i hate big groups and loud conversation chatter. i think country side sounds nice and for sure it looks better.

- i can never ever make up my mind for both the simplest and confusing decisions.
for example, what to have for breakfast every morning? or "what do i want to be when i grow up"?

- i've grown an unhealthy obsession for 'electro' music, asian photobooths, coffee in the middle of summer and sleeping at obscene times of the day/ night.

- i love band camp/ string camp. i hate it when people refer to that stupid line on that stupid movie about band camp. nothing beats a weekend of musical instruments and being with friends in a town of monks in the middle of no-where.

- i question myself way too many times. i don't trust myself and i attach/ cling onto people i love. therefore it hurts even more when they walk away or ignore me....

- i like all the usual things that people say they like.... clothes, books, music, money, etc etc
but i've learnt that my closest friends and family are better.

- i tend to fall easily for boys with cute smiles and quirky behaivour. it's a bad habit of mine.

- i get scared so easily. i hate those youtube videos with the things that jump out at you in the end.

- so people say that they work better under pressure. well i'm the total opposite. i freak out and swear too much when i'm under pressure.

- i really hate talking about myself...........


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