we were both young

:S

Right now I feel like I'm achieving nothing, trying for no real reason at all. It's all one big fucking routine yet I seem comfortable in following it. Just like yesterday stepping out of my comfort zone terrifies me but I would love to remove it if I could. Well you know what, fuck you comfort zone for stopping me from doing so so so many things, for the better or worse.

Winters approaching and I'm not looking forward to it.
With winter it brings:
-Dark, mundane mornings you want to stay under the covers yet you have to wake up to go to school or to band at 7.30 (!!!) on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

-Cold tempretures at school where your jumper, scarf and blazer (who the hell wears their blazer at school anyway) are not enough (You can never make a fashion statement with uniform thats why winter clothes suck in some way or another)

-A weird atmosphere at school where: people live off each others heat with cuddles and hugs (I supoose that parts not bad), the noise level under shelter multiplys to about 1000000 decibels/ second and it makes you feel all groggy.

-Runny noses which absolutely SUCK during school because you need to blow your nose and get rid of the rank insides but you can't because EVERYONE turns around and stares at you. ESPECIALLY in exams with the huge spacey rooms.

-a weird cold feeling over your body when your body tempretures not cold but your skin is. So with this if you run your toe into a cupboard or you accidently hit your finger against something it kills even more than it would in summer.

-lack of going out.

-darkness.

-lots and lots of coffee and warm fuzzies.

WAIT not after my spill about my lit teacher bagging blogging.
So I was innocently sitting at the back of the lit classroom with Robert reading articles about Lindsay Lohan since she's an example of a victim of the press just like Katherina Blum in the novel. And then Ms Daly starts going on about how technology is set up to invade the privacy of others such as twitter. I didn't mind that she was bad mouthing twitter (actually she isn't a fan of technology much since her lack of knowledge about it but eh) but it did kind of irk me when she said that peoples lives are being exposed and she found it pathetic. Then she said it was like blogging where people parade their life and problems to the world wide web. I had a big urge to butt in and say "IT'S OUR CHOICE TO DO WHAT WE WANT ON THE INTERNET, if we want to expose our inner thoughts etc" but eh.