Hi there fellow human being, I come to you with a head full of worries, carelessness and irrelevant thoughts.
Oh how to stop these stupid, pathetic thoughts? I wish I was Luna Lovegood and just read The Quibbler all day. I've been feeling upside down for the past couple of days and I hope it goes away soon
(as you can see in the below photograph)
I don't know how to snap out of it, literally, so I've started to talk to myself more and more lately. Going "Annie get over! Stop it! Your brains hurting, stop thinking!"
But as evident enough in my failure of making toast this morning, I don't think its exactly working.
So how do I end this period of self pity and wallowingness I ask you, oh huge-blogging-community-in which-we-share-our-thoughts-we-dare-not-share-with-others-except-strangers, or really I just ask myself since I am getting into the habit of self conversing individually.
I say eat lots and lots of cake.
And I say back to myself, why yes that sounds like a wonderful plan.
So that is why myself and Hannah are going to indulge in, not one but TWO cheesecakes accompained by iced coffee or some sort of grapefruit juice tomorrow after the Literature exam. All this sugar and extra jelly like food will hopefully block my thinking cells in my cerebrum thus cellular regulation cannot occur since the membranes will not be permeable to fluids being transfered and that will cause me to go into a deep sleep dreaming about more cheesecake. Frozen cheesecake in fact.
But then someone will force an apple down my throat and I will unwillingly once again awake like I did as a zygote in my mothers womb into a place on a world that I do not want to be on.
Heres an apple for you, with my maths notes and exams. Oh the joys of mathematics and logic.
Annie's listening to: Friday I'm in Love- The Cure
and still currently thinking about things that she should really learn to block out
especially at this point in time.
Oh how to stop these stupid, pathetic thoughts? I wish I was Luna Lovegood and just read The Quibbler all day. I've been feeling upside down for the past couple of days and I hope it goes away soon
(as you can see in the below photograph)
I don't know how to snap out of it, literally, so I've started to talk to myself more and more lately. Going "Annie get over! Stop it! Your brains hurting, stop thinking!"
But as evident enough in my failure of making toast this morning, I don't think its exactly working.
So how do I end this period of self pity and wallowingness I ask you, oh huge-blogging-community-in which-we-share-our-thoughts-we-dare-not-share-with-others-except-strangers, or really I just ask myself since I am getting into the habit of self conversing individually.
I say eat lots and lots of cake.
And I say back to myself, why yes that sounds like a wonderful plan.
So that is why myself and Hannah are going to indulge in, not one but TWO cheesecakes accompained by iced coffee or some sort of grapefruit juice tomorrow after the Literature exam. All this sugar and extra jelly like food will hopefully block my thinking cells in my cerebrum thus cellular regulation cannot occur since the membranes will not be permeable to fluids being transfered and that will cause me to go into a deep sleep dreaming about more cheesecake. Frozen cheesecake in fact.
But then someone will force an apple down my throat and I will unwillingly once again awake like I did as a zygote in my mothers womb into a place on a world that I do not want to be on.
Heres an apple for you, with my maths notes and exams. Oh the joys of mathematics and logic.
Annie's listening to: Friday I'm in Love- The Cure
and still currently thinking about things that she should really learn to block out
especially at this point in time.
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