"I ask you: is dullness a gift? intelligence a curse? I'm forty-seven years old and live alone"





I miss something. I'm waiting. I just can't place what it is at the moment.

You can't use a trust that you install in someone as an instrument of fear towards others. I have been living my life amongst self fish, inconsiderate, self absorbed individuals. I don't know why I put up with such beings at times.
I am not living in denial.
The people I choose to associate with out of the school sphere does does define who I am.

I feel sick. 

*The above photos are of Jack while we were studying pre History mock exam a few weeks ago. He was such a good level thinking Head Boy actually studying while I just lazed around and slept on my Russian History text books.

Currently listening to: The Flaming Lips