Lovers

November 7, 2009

I said that I should go home, the grey clouds were slowly eating the blue clouds. So you asked me why its pathetic fallacy; why is it considered pathetic? I said I didn't know but I figured it out as I was riding my bike home.
It's because the scene is pathetic. You feel shit, and you think about thoughts that make you feel even worse. The atmosphere matches the way that everything inside you is burning up, and the only thing that keeps you sane is the coldness of the air around you and the constant fall of raindrops that go at a rhythm that matches the speed you ride your bike at. You just feel like everything's happening like a scene out of a play or a badly budgeted movie. It's at the climax where the antagonist feels like the weather that is surrounding him/ her.
And then the feeling that tops it off, you feel pathetic. Because it just seemed so fake and unreal as I rode home with the rain falling onto the top of my head.
Pathetic.

I haven't had a happy entry in a while.
Mothereff.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

so many things..

anniel_ said...

What does that mean?