One day I hope you know what it feels like.

I had another screwed up dream last night. They are tending to become more realistic time after time. It really scared me once I woke up, for the fact that it could actually happen. It was all I could think about when I was in the shower and its all I can think about now.

Promises and "I swear to God I will", I don't know if they will be kept, for now.

Its the one thing I just don't want to change but knowing me, I probably won't give a shit if it went down the drain over the next few weeks. Things change, we rage, we cry, and we get over it. Its how we are.