Hello friend, I went through a couple of revalations today:
1. I really do need to start attending my MedChem lectures and possibly start studying
2. When I think that I wish I was someone else, underneath the persona that everyone sees of them theres also something wrong with them
3. I get sleepy so often nowadays. Actually theres never really a moment when I'm not.
4. I miss playing music. Jack just said in passing "I would love to give up dancing" (his whole life revolves around dancing) and I was gonna say "Once you give it up, you won't go back." But then I thought if you really loved it in the first place, you wouldn't give it up thus you continue. So was my heart ever in it in the first place?
5. I would love to time travel
6. I wish I made new year resolutions for 2010, I feel aimless and pointless.
I don't understand why I'm so sensitive to everything. Maybe I should live in solitude, in my own world so that no-one can fuck with my feelings unintentionally.
I burnt the roof of my mouth at lunch today, and I can't stop running my tongue over the wound although I know it hurts a lot and is probably going to prolong the healing process. Funnily enough that could be used as an analogy for my current emphatic feelings towards a certain person I know of. GRRrrrrrrrrr, its so annnnnnnnnoying.
Anyways, I'll post photos from Hannahs 18th/ Bens 18th/ Julies 18th sooooooon my friends.
Goodnight,
xoxo
Currently listening to: Loose Lips- Kimya Dawson
3 comments:
wanna go for a drive? i drive a skyline. it's fun.
"the little scatch on the roof of your mouth that would heal if only you could stop tonguing it, but you can't"
haaaa, thanks for the grammatical correctionnnnnnnnn,
this always happens to me, eh :P
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