Lovers

April 21, 2010

we won't stop until someone calls the cops

Hello friend, I went through a couple of revalations today:
1. I really do need to start attending my MedChem lectures and possibly start studying
2. When I think that I wish I was someone else, underneath the persona that everyone sees of them theres also something wrong with them
3. I get sleepy so often nowadays. Actually theres never really a moment when I'm not.
4. I miss playing music. Jack just said in passing "I would love to give up dancing" (his whole life revolves around dancing) and I was gonna say "Once you give it up, you won't go back." But then I thought if you really loved it in the first place, you wouldn't give it up thus you continue. So was my heart ever in it in the first place?
5. I would love to time travel
6. I wish I made new year resolutions for 2010, I feel aimless and pointless.

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 I don't understand why I'm so sensitive to everything. Maybe I should live in solitude, in my own world so that no-one can fuck with my feelings unintentionally.
I burnt the roof of my mouth at lunch today, and I can't stop running my tongue over the wound although I know it hurts a lot and is probably going to prolong the healing process. Funnily enough that could be used as an analogy for my current emphatic feelings towards a certain person I know of. GRRrrrrrrrrr, its so annnnnnnnnoying.

Anyways, I'll post photos from Hannahs 18th/ Bens 18th/ Julies 18th sooooooon my friends.
Goodnight,
xoxo

Currently listening to: Loose Lips- Kimya Dawson

3 comments:

Tobin said...

wanna go for a drive? i drive a skyline. it's fun.

Anonymous said...

"the little scatch on the roof of your mouth that would heal if only you could stop tonguing it, but you can't"

anniel_ said...

haaaa, thanks for the grammatical correctionnnnnnnnn,
this always happens to me, eh :P