I'm hopeless. The only reason I turned my laptop on was so I would have a on-hand resource to check out the position of the muscles that I'm revising if I needed help. Obviously I've needed more help than thought because I can't seem to get offline and actually do some revising. But its so hard when I'm learning about all these muscles (that I apparenently had learnt throughout the semester) and I didn't even know half of them fucking existed.

Today was an alright day. It was the last day of semester. Last day of attending classes/ lectures/ labs for about six months, for me. That is- if I decide to go through with my deferring plans. Depends if any of the places I've applied at for full-time jobs decide to actually reply and nicely reject me or accept my application. I'm still not sure if its not the right direction that I want to head in for the near future but it seems the most fitting for now. Went out for lunch with Adam and Andrew in the city then we mucked about in the science library on our laptops, webcalling each other although we were practically 30 cms away from each other. Heheh :) Then we screwed off to the places where we had to be when the time arrived. I spent my last few hours at uni with dead people. I left the lab feeling like I could taste the residue they use to preserve them in my mouth. Quite disgusting. Caught the bus home with Adam and Jason Chan. Decided it was a really nice afternoon so I went for a bike ride by myself. I caused some drastic damage to my iPod as it decided to exit my pocket whilst I was riding and trail along beside me for about 5m. Evening/ night has been pretty chilled. Eaten, studied, talked with the family, been in my room....

Now, just listening to cello solos played by someone I added on MySpace yonkkkkkers ago. His name is Makato Takeo. I talked to him a few times, back when I used MySpace frequently, as I had just started playing the cello as well when we became virtual friends. Now I'm listening to Joe Hisaishi and the amazing songs he composed for many of Hayao Miyzakis' films,

I really do miss playing my cello. 

I just had one of those "lets webcam whore by ourselves" moments just then. Uh, people don't usually see me with my fringe up because I have the biggest forehead known to homosapiens, but WHAM BAM- that's what I look like without a fringe! I ALWAYS have a fringe, even during highschool when long fringes were banned (Ha- short fringes, don't go there, bad memories) I would still have one. I think the teachers were so used to me having a fringe they just didn't bother telling me off when the new rules were implemented. Even for concert band gigs or peformances, Mrs Chew would just tell me to brush it over to the side so it wouldn't cover my eyes so much. But yes, haha, I always have a fringe. Except when the wind rapes it.

Wa-Chaaaaaaa, did you know the deltoid abducts the arm? Did you know that the subscapularis medially rotates the arm? and that the sternocleidomastoid rotates the skull?

WELL BUDDY- you do now :)

pictures obviously that i'm not in or have not taken are from fffound.com