I'm so glad that my room is situated at the front of the house because it selfishly gets all the sunlight or lack thereof during this season. Everytime I walk out of my room I start getting chills so I think I'm just going to stay in here until I have to go to clinical placement.
So yes, this is why I am typing a blog up instead of attending uni today, since I have clinical placement again this afternoon. I'm currently listening to Kanye West and researching up for my SSEH assignment on the ankle and foot complex. I feel okay. Just okay. Really comfortable though, if that makes it any better. The sunlight resting on my arms as I type or write some notes down really calms me down. The stress comes and but never goes. Sometimes it hides really low, so low that I can't really notice its not there. When I think about or get reminded of everything coming in the next two months I can't help but wish I was somewhere else. I'm not even sure if I'm wasting my time doing something I don't want to do or see myself in the future doing. Fucks saaaaaake!

I had a really random thought in the shower this morning. I'm really glad that I am friends with the friends I have. I mean, its not like I take them for granted and never realise how lucky I am to have them, but I don't do it often or show it.
I like how Jack isn't scared of the world. He listens to me complain and whine about the most irrational things.
Hannah understands. She knows. She just does.
I love Eboney because she knows so much about love and hate.
I just like Matt. We take ages to decide on the simplest of things and he's my escape.
Lisa makes me feel happy. She breaks forks accidently in restaurants and she has a gold buggy which I love riding in. Shes the ultimate 'alt' friend in movies and music. I can relate and I love her.
I love it how Diana is in love with dogs and Scott. She's just full of love.
Samara brings out the "meh" in life, and sometimes I wish I was as chilled as her.

I could go on and on. I will one day. Its just I don't want to seem like I am listing my friends. Thus this is the end of this post. 

Currently listening to: Stronger- Kanye West
XOXO