Application is very simple.

HOLY FUCK. For the past month and ten days there has been a constant thought at the back of my conscious mind telling me to update blog, update blog, but as per usual my life perceived as mundane is more than time consuming as it seems.
I would recount on the many things that have been occurring in my life over the past month and ten days but that would defeat the purpose of blogging daily if I was to go back to what happened rather than whats happening.
I suppose if anything pops up I'll just add it in, here and there.

I turned eighteen exactly a week ago, if that counts for anything. The life of a legal teenager has proved no difference to me thus far so I am hoping that being 18 isn't as over-rated as it seems through the photos constantly updated on Facebook from over-rated 18 year olds. I guess age is just a number that proves how long you've been on this God-forsaken fucked up place and how long you've been able to tough through it. I'm still as apathetic as ever, and I still hold that stupid mindset where I find things to critisize about people and society almost everyday. I know it doesn't make me any better than those pathetic people - I am yet to reach self actualisation and be content. Hahah, fuck that! Its hard when you work in the CBD and stereotypes and mainstreaming runs everywhere around you.

Oh whyyyyy so negative? Have some smiley faces to oppose. :) :) :))) :) :) :) :) :):):): :) :) :)

I wish people would stop predicting me and my actions. Yeah, I've lived most of my life with only less than three people really understanding me so I do wish that other people who seem to be surprised and/or confronted by words/ actions that undermine my true personality to stop being disappointed. I never came with a refund policy or an instruction manual. I don't care if I don't seem to fit the image that you carefully constructed when you first met me. It's not my fault that you're the one who took first impressions in detail and stuck it on me. First impressions always die away with everyone. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. So you say I'm too young to act the way I act? Then whens the right age? Huh?

Right now I'm sitting amongst feelings and thoughts flying everywhere, surrounding and encapsulating me. Its kind of hard to do anything else but just wallow... I need to make a playlist for work since the current playlist is total shitass. Drives me insane. I also need to write a letter to the public transport authority because I don't really want to pay my 100$ fine. Errrrrgh, todays been full of negativity. Please be sunny and happy tomorrow <3