been an insane past weeks, lots and lots been hip hop happenin'!
maybe the most significant are; - starting a new project with lisa and dorafa for our online vintage/ second hand store
- early xmas present from daddy (beautiful macbook pro!)
- lots of arguments, tears being shed and pissed off faces passed around (not so good)
- being all contemplative and the like
i totally realised that pretty girls and pretty boys belong together. its so hard having pretty friends, its not like they push it in your face or anything, but i guess its my lack of self esteem that just ruins everything. sometimes i just feel worthless in the world.
i've been seeing so many likable customers at work and its so hard to just be that girl behind the counter. especially when the customers are regulars and you're just like 'so uh, how do i actually become friends with you?' i've been in this apathetic mood at work where i know the customers don't actually give a fuck about how i feel when they automatically ask me 'how are you?' most of the time nick rekons i just talk to myself and mumble because i actually give them a proper answer as to how i am feeling. seeing customers outside of work also makes me stumble- twice over the past week i have seen regulars at the bus stop (OUTSIDE MY HOUSE EVEN!) and i'm just like 'uh fuck i know what you order mr short mac traditional, but i actually have nothing casual to say at all'
so so so many pretty boys in perth.
all that belong with pretty girls in perth.
now i'm just rambling. have some photos loverlys.
isn't elly just a lovely pretty little face? : )
i just got back from elly + traceys christmas concert at my primary school! ah, i haven't been there in about five years, it was such a great feeling walking through and just seeing flashes of things that happened, shared and said around those areas with my old friends. i'm so excited for christmas- it's definitely my most favourite time of the year. the little children lift my spirits up, there were many performances of the story of christmas (i do believe in baby jesus) and renditions of christmas carols.
children make me so happy. just their little adult faces and imaging what they would be like once matured and all. but i think its the fact that whatever they do become, they were so adorable and huggable when they were young.
okay gonna go watch my favourite movie now
talk soon xoxo
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