Lovers

August 22, 2011

Feeling a little bit crazy today! Shaped like an exclamation mark, a little bit only :) Maybe a little bit like a girl as well, I'm wearing a lot of pink which is really weird because I hate pink. The thought of work/ shoes and 50 pages of paper with small font writing is making my stomach feel a little bit funny. Maybe that's why I feel crazy? My insides are differential with feelings and unexpected images. I had a sore throat this morning and my t-shirt was half ripped, I am unsure what happened there. But now its gone and I'm wearing pink. Hmmmmmm. No spaces, no breaths, no second left for me to recognise. I saw Jack last afternoon and it was nice because I hadn't talked to my best friend in a while. Then my bus to university was late this morning and my stockings got wet. It was a weird feeling, kind of stuck onto my skin but it didn't feel wet. Just stuck. And once Stockings decided to become unsticky it would create this small bubble of air between the fibres and my skin. And then it would make something like a pop sound (I imagine) and be unsticky. Weird. Maybe it's because I'm wearing pink. I don't want to read about capitalism or globalisation. It's really boring and about things that I really don't give a fuck about. I still don't know his name which is really annoying because I talked to him again last night, but only through a clouded air. Paranoia, feelings that strangers that I only know by face are also feeling this mixed anxiety and scaredness. Why are there faces on the sides of shelves? Did you know that cars also have faces? No one's doomed, we're not doomed, it's all gonna be okay Annie.

1 comment:

RadX said...

i like this idea, is it just a blog consisting of a diary? very clever. It seems very strongly advised.. i like it. You should check out, "about me" on my blog, and there i have written a big article that i guarntee will change the way you think FOREVER!!! tell me what you think of it!!