no one you can save that can't be saved

Today in class I learnt that our eyes really see things upside down.
There's some lobe in our brain that turns everything right side up.

"Mr Clearrrry..."
"Yes Annie?"
"What if, that lobe in the brain is like dead, does that mean they would be able to see the world upside down?"
"No Annie."
"I have another question."
"Yes, go on"
"So the world could really be upside down. Like I mean everyones brain turns everything the way its meant to be, but what if its not meant to be that way?"



I was thinking before bed yesterday that I wouldn't mind changing myself for someone I desperately want. Maybe not desperately, but he make my stomach drop everytime I think of him. It hurts.
But thats how sad we are. Were scared of not fulfilling peoples expectations and not being as much as they want us to be.
How would you feel if you were in a relationship with someone, that you felt was better than you, physically and emotionally?




I don't know what over-takes me sometimes. Like I do the most randomest acts which I regret after. It's nothing like having sex or doing weed but something as simple as talking louder than usual, or laughing.
Gosh I live such a sad life.