Yes it is pretty disapointing that I haven't updated although I'm on holidays and holidays mean free time. But this free time has been more crazy time.
Lately I haven't felt like Annie. I've left my body and examined my surroundings. Taken it in. Observed what I've been doing lately and why its been making me feel what I do.
I'm sitting on my bed in my room with two candles lit and a glass of oj + lemonade.
I feel so relaxed and forgotten.
I've been thinking about my future lately.
And people.
Certain people at that.
No matter how much of this free time consists of journalling and thinking I still don't understand how I can fall over so quickly.
Human beings amaze me. Organisms that all hold individual thoughts, feelings, opinions, beliefs, values and attitudes. We're all different yet we're all basically the same. It's like all pizzas have the same base but all the toppings are different. Haha- how lame. But theoritically its true. I still marvel at the thought that our bodies can contain so many different processes- emotionally and physically all internally. Yet externally we can also be showing a different self. A different person to what the processes inside are really producing.
"You say it first." "No you say it first." "Ok fine. Love you."
I have nothing else remotely intresting to say.
I think I will not second think (does that make sense?) myself and go for it.
You only live once.
I'm re-reading The Invisible Man
I wish I was invisible sometimes.
But only sometimes.
luff'
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