Dear friend,

I don't think I appreciate the fact that I am on holidays enough right now. I should be savouring every second of this freedom before term three hits me like the speed of light. The amount of tests/ assignments/ assesments I already have lined up for next term is quite overwhelming.
Wait, why the hell am I thinking about this during holidays? Its cause my heads gone weird.

Well it is 2.08 in the morning so who could blame me?

I'm going to make a list of why the concept of holidays are so great. Maybe I'll appreciate it more so.

1. Late night showers. I had a shower at 12.45 tonight and my mum didn't get up to tell me off. Usually she does and I thought she would tonight since I'm still sick. But standing under the stream of warm water on your back seems much more calming and rewarding past mid night. I don't understand either- one of those wonders of the world no one can explain. So I stand there in the heat of the lights and steam and warm water for about 10 minutes (save the earth)
This feeling is then enhanced when you go into bed under the covers either
a) watching a movie
b) sitting up with the laptop like I am now
c) reading a book
d) thinking with or without my iPod
e) talking on the phone
All responses are cozi-fying and you feel so clean and happy. I think it produces good dreams :)

2) You can eat as much as you want. My mum actually forces me to eat more during holidays because she thinks I don't eat enough during school. She just keeps on repeating that I am a 'growing girl' in the metaphorical sense inside my body since my height is not going to change any time soon.

3) You have permission to stay up late. Not that I usually don't have permission to stay up late. Wait, when did I ever need permission anyway? The days/ nights seem shorter on holidays :( I feel as if I wasted Monday/ Tuesday. Tomorrow (today literally) I'm hanging out with family in Forrestfield. I might go out to town by myself for a while after. I feel I'm in need of a public transport moment.

4) I have more time to practise my musical instruments since I've been deserting them lately letting the dust pile on top of them. I blame school.

Okay I could name about ten more but I can't be bothered straining my brain cells at the moment.

Oh wait I thought of one, WATCHING MORE YOUTUBE VIDEOS!
I'm watching the music video clip for the Kings of Convenience song- I'd rather dance with you
I love this song so much, its so boppy and sullen at the same time.



Oreland Eye is the same guy from The Whitest Boy Alive which I love lots and lots.

Anyways I think its time for me to leave this world of discontent and conufusiona and divulge myself into the world of dreams where I still get goodnight texts and hugs from him.
Oh fuck I'm sorry about this stupid corny mood.
I'll get better in time. Well I hope so anyway.

-Annie
xoxo