I don't know how to explain. I'm uncertain with almost everything in life at the moment, bar my home, what my name is and most of the values I uphold. I have that morbid gut feeling underneath my diapraghm almost all the time now. Its been there for about a month now but it hasn't been this bad. I feel like I could burst into tears all the time. No one knows how to handle me- I don't know how to handle myself. I'm glad my parents understand, it's all I really care about at the moment. Uncertainty.