Spent Friday arvo until Sunday arvo with my loverly friends in the car down to Busselton and in a lovely old Victorian style house.

When someone doesn't realise that they are so imporant to you- so important that they are one of the closest people to your heart, are they really worth your time? You would be there for them, if they were cut, broken, hurt, burnt, or the total opposite- you would be there. When they KNOW the emotions you're feeling are centered around them, (are bad, confusing emotions as well) and they don't try to make it any better except worse, are they really worth it? When they do everything BUT try to make it right, or try to say the right words.... are they really worth it?
You tell yourself, of course he's not worth it. Then why do you hang on? You could teach him a lesson- by making him lose something thats supposedly special to him. Make it hurt. Make him realise that you are worth something. But if he doesn't right the wrongs, did you mean anything to him in the first place? Does he even care that you care so much?

So many questions.....