It was my last string camp EVER in my whole entire life, its such a sad thought.
My highlight of the weekend was seeing Joseph eat an apple in two bites,
you won't believe it until you see it!
Lots of little things happened that I never want to forget ever, ever.
I love New Norica, it's one of the hertiage listed places and its all old and haunted.
I will post photos once I have time- my week is going to be full of school work.
Argh.
It was crazy cause everyone else not at string camp were studying but I was off playing awesome string music but then once I got back into civilisation on Sunday arvo, it was like BAM- all this stress came running all over me again.
I can't wait for Monday afternoon, that will be when term one un-officially ends :D :D
Tuesday to Friday I shall be in New Norcia again -rolls eyes-
It's so stupid that my retreat is going to be at a place I've gone to ever since year nine and other people get to go to places that I will never plan to go to. Pfssht.
Yesterday was bad. Vair bad. I got so worked up on getting 3 out of 10 for my human biology extended answer. Don't tell me that no one would be pissed off if they worked so hard for a test and they obviously got everything right yet the fucking teacher gives you an effing 3 out of 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then again, after you have a shitty mood the next few hours feel good and awesome coz all the bad moods left you.
Do you think people have facades? I know I have a facade. I don't mean to have a mask that covers me but sometimes different environments call for different attitudes. I don't mean to act shy and sometimes I don't mean to act over the top. Sometimes I wish I could act who I am all the time so I would know who are really my true friends or what not.
But then maybe all these different attitudes is what makes me who I really am.
Oh just fuck life. Haaaaaaa.
annie= apathetic and lonely
i don't want to be at school :(
oh and I have the Gwen Harwood oral in approximately five hours which I am going to sadly fail.
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