Awkward.

Todays been weird. I'm still at school and in a year nine (I think) cooking class. I'm borrowing the computer to do my Task Four for AIT which was due two weeks ago but I just keep on putting it off :( I promise to myself after I type this out I will go work on it! The reason I'm on blogger during school cause, as I said before, todays been weird. It's just one of those days where you cannot be bothered and everythings happening but you just feel as if you're in your own world.
I've been in so many awkward situations today that they just make me shiver when I think about them (I hope there will be more later on cause no matter how awkward and spine shivering they are they make me laugh in the long run)

Awkward situation one: It just happened RIGHT NOW. Ok so obviously I'm not meant to be on here right even though the class I'm in isn't really where I'm meant to be. So the teacher of this class (no idea who she is, I think she's a new teacher) was walking around and tapped me on the shoulder and asked me "What are you doing?" So of course my tummy went all nervous like and went "Um.... my IT work?" And then shes like "Oh sorry, you're not even in my class"
Why was it awkward? Why is it classified as awkward? Because OBVIOUSLY she thought I was a year nine part of her cooking class! AS IF! I have my "Class of 2009" badge on and I kind of have to (well I hope) look older than a little year nine?! -sigh-

Awkward situation two: Not turning up to concert band this morning at 7.30 although I had ample time to go and turn up just ten minutes late. But I just couldn't be bothered. Knowing that I had to be there otherwise Major would be angry.

Awkward sitation three: Having a music lesson at 10.30 and seeing Major, not telling him why I wasn't there this morning and him talking to me in a neutral tone although I knew that he was annoyed at the year 12's that didn't turn up to band this morning since Hannah told me after looking disappointed in my effort to turn up.

Awkward sitatuion four: Seeing Dylan and a random guy hug very intimately and lovingly while looking drunk and sleepy outside the study room. Then again, Dylans always like that.

Awkward sitation five: Walking past a girl in an empty corridor whom you used to be close with but suddenly stopped associating with one day. Trying not to look at each other to cause a more awkward situation. It was really disturbing in a way coz you could see that she was feeling it as well and the tension that was evident when we were striding and it was that time when we were next to each other. It was kind of sad, knowing that a person you once knew so well couldn't talk to you cause it would just be .... so awkward.

Awkward situation six: Listening to a Head of Year tell a poor year 11 girl that she should go to Tafe instead of staying in school since she's getting a D in her subject and it could be an E! I wasn't eavesdropping, I was just at the wrong place, at the wrong time. I was at my locker getting my books (while everyone else was in class already) and the Head of Year was telling her off. AWKWARRRRRRD.

Awkward sitation seven: Ashleigh telling me that she has "chemistry" with my boyfriend and that he is an attractive asian. Also tells me that he went to her locker area to talk with Dorafa and QiQin (Yes, he had a class around there, but stilllll) and that she had the urge to kiss him. Even worse with QiQins eager "Oh yeah, chemistry was invisible but it was still there." Obviously she tells me after that she is just joshin' with me but I couldn't help but feel awkward while she was telling me this since she is quite the attractive one and yeah.
Let's just stop there.
(I have nothing against them though, it's all in my head)

The word awkward is such an awkward word.
I really want to dissassociate myself from it now since I've used it so many times now.

I'm off to lunch. See ya later gladiator.