My whole worlds been cloudy, possibly influenced by my runny nose, decreased hearing and foggy head. Ugh, I always try to feign sleep because it just seems to make whatever your bodies going through- worse. Although the images and scenes played in my subconsciousness were quite enjoyable. The trivial things that I would certainly put on my "why I love life" list- kisses, security, bicycle rides, boy of my dreams (literally), certainty, sunshine and the county side...

This tongue ring is also pissing me off a lot. It's like sucking on a average sized gobstopper that NEVER EVER goes away and also stopping me from masticating anything I want. And due to the fact that Christmas is only two days away our household is stocked up with monstrous amounts of food/ junk which I am not able to touch! Argh! Trying to fuck with social norms has never been so hard. Especially with my boring ass ethnic hair that looks boring in any interesting way I try to put it.




Pleaaaase make me better tomorrow, just because I have so much more Christmas shopping to do :(
And also its the time of season to get drunk, eat a lot of grease, and new year kisses?
Yeah fuck you tongue piercing, worst decision of my life. I can't do any :(

give me some love to make up?
xoxo